Hold your head up high,

Keep your eyes on the banner,

Look! Oh how it waves!

Forever green, yet golden,

May it be ever rising.

What odd sensations

My tongue feels false in my mouth

Metallic, slug-like

Fingers and toes feel blunted

As if stubbed repeatedly

I defy the thought

I chose to weather with you

Every season’s gift

Summer’s fruit, Autumn’s harvest,

And Winter’s delicate kiss.

Chemo brain is real

Second guessing every move

Doubting what you said

Or what your thought you had said

Or when you thought you said it.

Out every window

The message rings loud and clear,

“Alone together,”

My eyes go watercolor,

The view is still beautiful.

Winter’s gate closes

In its wake Spring comes again

A cycle renewed

Sprouts tracking above the blue

That which gives us radiance

A well-built breakfast,

Starting before a sunrise,

Two eggs and wheat toast

Jam, potatoes, and my friends,

These are the things I crave.

Tonight, star gazing!

Hoping for a shooting star

To catch my wishes

I feel young! And I feel old…

As my eyes wane with the moon.